Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Getting All Drained

I have been trying to figure out the reasons underlying my tiredness and headaches...

I reached one possible reason - my system is working on overdrive to sustain and maintain an acceptable composure to ensure that my anxieties are channeled appropriately and that my thoughts do not get into a spiral.

I realised that I have been able to have greater focus in my work, but couldn't figure out what is draining me out?

I do not have much space and time to allow lag time for my anxieties to be expended. No more time to warm-up or prep against a cold-start. Now, its up and go!

I feel the need to paint... it has become an urge... better get to it before it becomes an obsession...

I can see what's at work here... transference...

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