Finding comfort in completion

In my fulfilling our of my academic duties, I begin to realise that I have been anxious about completing a project or task.

Now, I am reflecting on my anxiety about completion as well as my probable fear in feeling redundant. Perhaps, when I could resolve the basis of such anxieties, I may be able to change my inclinations toward procrastination.

Tightening my laces...

I have yet to put in place my plan to get back in shape. I am looking forward to feeling healthier and lighter.

As I've had a few close encounters with my anxieties this year, I began to reflect on my capacities... I've been doing the same basic thing for the past one and half years - something much longer than I'm used to.

I feel free somehow with the final submission of my thesis... a weight off my conscience.

I feel more motivated to clear my boxes and reminiscing the past through each paper I shred - my way of saying, "Let's move on...".

I may have been caught in the same complexities at work and it's recalling negative experiences... How should I deal with this, now?

I feel the urge to move, to explore something new again... something which has more promise... uncertainties abound and it troubles me when I do not have much control. I've made my achievements based on intuition and regretted some decisions which did not lead to an excellent outcome - the constant sense of "Not good enough! It could have been better!".